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Wednesday, July 01, 2009

出來工作10年，一直喜歡工作.

雖然口邊常掛著「幾時放工呀...好想去玩呀....妖！」

但打從心底，還是，在工作中找到滿足感.

自知不是最top、最superior，慣常性粗心大意

但正職、freelance上，還是一直得到人家的讚許

從來以為不需要他人的認同

從來以為不在意人家怎樣批評

從來以為自己喜歡便可

從來以為自己想怎樣就怎樣

其實，

也許太自信，

也許一直太固執，

也許是被「寵壞得太久」.....

當了太久話事人吧！

就算未升職前，也一直遇著賞識自己的上司，有恃無恐得太久了！

一直有太強的自我肯定，任何事也是得心應手.

如小玲所說，「唔慣囉！」

不習慣被ban

不習慣不被認同

不習慣被重語氣對待

我從來不會語氣差劣地對待自己的下屬，縱使他們也會有出錯.

因為，我視他們為朋友。

可笑是，我怎可以要求他人也這樣對自己呢？

大家壓根兒不是建基於此.

最大問題是，從不認為他人是自己的上司.

可能，一直沒出現真正令自己100%佩服的人.

但，事實是，這處確不輪到自己話事.

沒主見是不行

但像我這樣強烈堅持己見的人，也不見得一定好.

因為，有時我也在模糊，

究竟，是自己太主觀、太固執？還是，真的人家欠妥？

像我這樣頑固，是否不應寄人籬下？

此刻，自我價值很低.

不是出名「快靚正」嗎？

為何在此處是如此低output？

每晚只有1-2隻？太不像話了！過不了自己！

這樣下去，真的很frustrate，為何變得如此沒貢獻？

不是一向高產量嗎？為何變得如此不濟？！

10年前fresh grad已開始包script啦！

每天即日出街，3'，5'甚至1part，根本沒甚難度.

突發、news-follow、feature、娛樂、旅遊、飲食、馬戲，甚至連「詩遊記」及「慧眼商機」也寫

1part、1集、甚至1輯....

為何現在在倒退？

究竟是資源所限？還是人的問題？

繼續低output？等嘗新路向？

還是返回原本的planning？跳舞、打拳、返早&讀master？

Posted 7/1/2009 4:03 AM - 20 Views - 2 eProps - 2 comments

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遇到個外行人來領導內行人，外行人向來霸道，自以為是，以為自己乜都識，唔ban你點顯得佢高級過你，佢唔踩人唔安樂，你都無謂因為呢種外行人而耿耿於懷，佢係針對人，唔係針對事！

Posted 7/8/2009 5:00 AM by CHENBOYBOY - reply

@CHENBOYBOY - 外行人唔識都唔出奇；但內行人自我澎漲得以為自己係天王，乜都o岩晒o個o下慘。人o地睇到都掩住半邊嘴笑。

Posted 7/16/2009 4:36 AM by rochelleleung - reply

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